~da dapat!..

finally, i got my result!.. yeay!..
less one of my frustrating caused.. hahah
tp result trun 0.2 from previous sem..

n what make me proud :
my cgpa didn't change at all!.
n i got star!.. jgn jeles~.. haha
(merepek laa~) :p



skrang ade satu hal ag nih!.
my money!..
yeay money i need u, i need u.. ohhh
(new song from me!).. hee~


shengal la, otak bengong!.. x suke2!..
tulun2!!!!..
:p

k la..
conclusion nye, skrang sye nak TIDO!..
(the best thing ever!) ^.^V

~FRUST lagi~,,

saya :

BOSAN

X TAW NAK BUAT APE

CONCLUSION, POST BLOG..

berkenaan title post, xtaw nk ltak title ap.. tp emm berkenaan la..
die kesinambungan post 'FRUST'..


sebab frust still same, frust for two things :

1) biasiswa
2) result x dpat ag



bru upgrade blog.. newer for this blogging2.. n still learning..
wish to make little funky n gorgeous..
but just wait n see kay~..
sye try explore dlu..
:)

FRUST~,,

saya FRUST!,, :(
for two things:

first:
wet kpm's scholarship x msok ageven ade yg da 'enjoy'.. huhu
nk rujuk kat spe x taw la ni,, ntah2 my account have problem,,
that's why msok lmbat,, same thing used to, wet klej,,
i only got two weeks later after my friend got it,, huhu frust2,,
kdang2 wet ni bley wat bute ati,, haha
tp mntk2 dijauhkan la,, huhu tp ttap plik,, nape x dpat ag,, huhu

second:
result x kuar ag,, mlas la nk cte pnjng2 psal ni,, tp ble la nk kua,, huhu
ade prob kot~,, tp tu la main thing agak frust!,,

last but not least
isnin da stat sem bru.. mcm x caye je..
pjam clik da sem 4 ak nih..
feels like time fly away without im realising..

my wish for this sem :
1) rajen2 g klas
2) dont postpone assignment
3) do my best in final
(even this wish are fix for every semester b4.. hehe :p)

lastly:
its night already.. n time to sleep..
good night..
assalamualaikum..

mayonnaise dan cili padi~

mayonnaise dan cili padi,, some kind of weird title.. but i think it quite interesting~,, hehe
sbb ade kesah~,, :)

kisahnya bermula begini :

one sunday morning, when i woke up n for sure la felt hungry right?..
so my mom just told me, there already had breakfast on the table~..
n my mom made sandwich,, yaa its surely delicious~,, :) hehe
so saya pn mkan la,, tbe2 rasa mcm lain,, tnye la mak:

saya: mak sandwich ni mak ltak mayonis ke?..
mak : a'ah, knape?..
saya: xde la.. ptotla nmpak mcm lain sket..

saya pn makan dan makan, dan tbe2 lagi:

saya: mak, nape sandwich mak pdas?..
mak : mak ltak cili la..

then, saya pn tros je la mkan,, tp mcm klaka~,, :)
sandwich ade mayonis pastu jgn lupe tmbah cili padi taw~,,
hehe



gambar hiasan~,, :)

hidup~

saya bayangkan kalaw hidup ni seperti sebuah lakonan yang ada
penerbit,
pelakon
dan
saya sebagai watak utama,
pastu ade skrip yang kite taw ape ending dia,, sad ending o neither happy ending..
cube bayangkan.. mesti beshkan~,, huhu
ya allah,,tapi saya x lupe ada satu lapisan yang tak bley saya langkaui..
iaitu qada' dan qadar tuhan..
sebab dalam rukun iman pn ada sebut percaya kepada qada' dan qadar tuhan,
sebab kita x taw apa yang bakal kita hadapi masa akan datang,
dan yang pasti kita perlu belajar dari masa silam kita..

ouh,, post ini mcm orang kecewa yang sednag berbicara.. :(
adakah saya orangnye.. saya pn x pasti..

kadang2 saya terlalu takut untuk menghadapi apa yang bakal kita tempuhi,
diibaratkan seperti hendak menjawab final, kita x taw kn apa soalan yang keluar,
tp yang pasti kita dah buat persediaan apa yang termampu,
ini sebagai kias bandingan saja.. :)
ya!.. persediaan!,, huhu

ya allah, tuhan yang menaungi alam ini.. tuhan yang maha berkuasa.. tuhan yang mempunyai 99 nama.. kau jadikanla hambamu ini sentiasa berada di jalan mu.. amin..

dekat itu mati..
singkat itu masa..
besar itu nafsu..
(fikir-fikirkan dan renung-renungkan)..

~finally~

yeay~.. finally,, the day has come..
the last day for i'm being at uitm shah alam..
feels nothing, sad or something.. but what i'll say that i will miss this moment..
this whole semester at uitm..
perkara yang banyak mengajar tentang pengalman hidup yang sebenar.. haha :p
it's true then actually.. pengalman yang x kan dpat kat dlam lecture..
bak kata my philosophy's lecturer
" dok bwah pkok klapa pn bley blaja ttg hidup".. hehe ;p
niway, i would like to say thanks to UiTM for your treat as long we were here..
never forget that.. PROMISE!.. :D even at first a lil bit clumsy..
but they still wanna accept us.. ngee~.. hehe maklumla..
no ones perfect at first right?.. hehe emm to our lecturer's:
pn hasnah, pn shahida, pn masriah, miss aimi, miss farina, miss azlina,dr shafie,n pn hayati..
yang sudi mengajar kami dengan penuh keikhlasan (chewah~) ;p
yup.. it's right..
emm to our classmate for mat491, mat575, mat422, qmt220, csc415, and phi454,
we will miss that u all call us 'cikgu'.. haha
kelakar plak~.. :D
emm what else? last but not least to
Dr. Salemah, yang bnyak sngat tlong ktorang n also
Dr Adibah, yang bnyak gak uruskan ktorang..
fakulti sains komputer dan matematik..
n not to forget.. faculty of education, thanks for everything..
n for those i'm forget, very sorry ;p
maklumla.. bru lpas exam ni, kapla bnyak weng2.. haha n l
astly,, thanks to UiTM, SHAH ALAM..
we will keep our memories at here~..
the best memory that we ever had.. haha v(^.~)..

~the last days~...

about one week left i'm being here~.. n then smester holiday!!,, yeay!!,,
perkara yang ckup bermakna bagi seorang pelajar~.. haha :p
n that means my students exchange program has expired~.. haha :p
emm back to reality,, back to be anak kandung suluh budiman lepas satu sem 'curang ' jap~.. haha
emm satu sem yng byk pengalman duduk kat tempat orang ni.. walaupn dkat je,, but it's different~.. haha that day went to faculty of education,, the program coordinator,
was asked " if there have this exchange students would you join it again?.. "
and my lied answer " emm we'll see",, but my actual answer is
"i would think twice, haha" ":p emm bkan ape,,
it's better if u at ur own places~.. :D trust me~..

emm now starting to pack my stuff,, rase mcm nk bwak blek bdan je.. haha brang byk~..
msti kne mrah ag~.. haha mom, i'm sorry,, i didnt mean it~.. :D x sbar nk oliday,,
nk tdow byk2..(the best things ever),, nk qada' nengok tv,, n mcm2 ag.. :)
tlak tepi dlu nk blek upsi,, because the
important thing now is my HOLIDAY!,, weee!!~..
i think, its enough for now,, ok, see ya~.. :)

~exam~

good news :

about 25 days to go to semester holiday~..

bad news ( i think) :

about 10 days to go to final exam~..

huhu :p

wish me luck..

insyaallah~..

i can do it!..

~aRraNged MarRiage~..

arranged - susun/ atur + marriage - perkahwinan

= arranged marriage - perkahwinan yg diatur~..

heheh :) (based on my opinion)

common topic, but only this while, tertrik nak discuss about this topic~.. heheh (don't ask the reason why ok!).. saje2 je~.. usually this kind of marriage will be arrange by our parents, hardly we hear arrange by our friends right?.. hahah based on my opinion AGAIN.. hahah

people will disagree if:

• have their own choices.. maybe they will against this arranged marriage..
• maybe mmang pndirian orang tu x nk involve ngan this arranged marriage..

and maybe people will agree if

• mmang x amek kesah ngan bab2 kawen ni..
• ikut je ckap parents.. (mna yg baik kt mata parents tu, tu la yg baik untuk diorang)..
• dah putus hrapn nk cri sbb byk kali kecundang di tengah jaln,, so think the better way is " mak crikan laki".. hahah

so.. ni semua just my opinion about arrange married.. what i can say that, jodoh dan pertemuan, hidup dan mati adlah di tangan ALLAH s.w.t.. sebagai hambanya yang bertakwa kita hanyalah usaha dan berusaha tanpa rasa putus asa~.. jika kita putus asa we will 'disconnected ' to ALLAH n musuh sedia menanti~.. :)

my hope:

just one fine day i will find my mr. right that can bring me to the right path..

jalan yang diredhai ALLAH.. ~AMIN~

'JADILAH WANITA DALAM BEKAS KACA YANG SUKAR UNTUK DISENTUH,

HANYA ORANG YANG BENAR-BENAR IKHLAS MAMPU MEMILIKINYA'..

for further information please click the link below:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arranged_marriage

~raya~

my siblings~.. from left : ezer, k.long n me a.k.a k.ngah

akil~..

my luvly family.. :)

sit from left: k.hai, abah, jan, adeq, fir, mak n me

sit on the chair from left: atok, ayu n uncle

stand from left: busu ina, busu, acik, uncle sam, ezer, k.long, cik yo, n angah

big family of tok lah~.. heheh captured on first day eid mubarak 2009..

~YES!!!~..

ITS NOW LEFT ONLY 3 DAYS GO BACK HOME..

~YES!!!~..

:)

P/S: WANNA WISH ALL MUSLIM IN THE WORLD

HAPPY EID MUBARAK..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

SAYA MENYUSUN 10 JARI MEMOHON MAAF KEPADA

SAPE2 LA.. HEHEH

(so skema ayat~)

(sempena blan baik n mulia ni)

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

~menghitung hari~..

now, its time counting the days nk cuti raya.. *excited* :p heheh

klaw bley stat skrang nk tdo je, taw2 bngun da bley blek raya.. hahah but its impossible right?.. emmm this morning have second test for numerical methods... quite *bengong* nk jawab..

bkan x study tp simple thing pn x bley nk jwab.. agk frust dsni ye.. hahah smpai nk tdo ptang pn x x bley,, ye la asyik fkir bnde alah tu je.. waaaaa!!!...

but, nevermind.. bru test blom fnal ag.. hahahha :p

then this saturday, have first test for calculus 3, then next tuesday test again for logic.. waaaa!!!.. tensen2.. :) xpe2..

LIYANA NAZURAH BTE JAFFAR, U CAN DO IT!!..

do remember what abah said.. " k.ngah, always be no.1 ok"..

i'll try my best to be no 1 in ur eyes kay~.. (^.*)v.. ahad ni pn ade klas ganti ag.. huhuh

this week like no weekend for me.. waaa!!.. nk g shpping snanye~.. tdung raya x bli ag.. hahah smpat ag tu.. even bz kn.. hah rya ttap rya.. (mcm dak x ckup umur lak) hahah :p k la.. so now, have 8 days more to go, nk blek raya~.. hahah

(da la blk ar jumaat.. ahad da rya~.. xde feel.. heheh)

daaa~..

( 8 DAYS TO GO)..v (^.^)v..

~kuih raya~

hye~.. :) emm last week blek umah.. so spent time kt umah.. besh~.. :) pastu skrang ni mak wat business kuih raye.. so tlong la mak wat.. ari ahd tu dok ngadap wat kuih tu je la.. heheh ksian xde orng nk tlong.. hrapkan spupu tu sorang je la.. hehelpe lak kuih ni nme die frozen kenari.. sdap~.. :) ni nga ltak icing.. tp kuih ni leceh gak la nk wat.. sbb byk kali kne bakar.. hehe :)

hah ni da siap.. just nk packing lak.. tp x pic da siap packng x amek plak.. heheh
k la.. nga puasa ni x baek story pasl mkann.. hahah :)

~latest~

ellow2~.. long time didnt update my blog~.. mlas la nk update.. hehe :p a lot of things had happened this day, but no time to wrote at this blog.. bcoz of my 'lazyness' hahah

now life at UiTM, huh!.. hope this sem will go through faster, so i can back to UPSI again.. mcam da x than nk hdup kt cni.. waaa!.. smalam g UPSI.. amek surat twarn KPM, but just for a while, bcoz at night we got class.. quite rushing.. huhu tu pn mmg da tesedak, nex week da kne submit blek srat2 tu sume.. bru dpat taw srat tu smpai kt sne ahad last week, tp notice da lme naek snanye.. huh!.. agak ke'tension'an wat keje klam kabut cmni.. with much of replacement class.. sume nk replace in the same time.. then clash ngan nk blek umah ag.. waaa!!.. this week blek umah, bcoz want to settle down all the agreement.. nex week nk lek ag.. but have stat replacement class.. huhu nengk la cmne..

sabtu ni i'allah da start puase.. so,
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK
(waa ayat skema :p) ok la, no idea what else to write.. just wait when i'll post again after this.. maybe two month later.. hahha :p (all this depends on my 'rajinness')

~ sadness in happiness~

about 4.30 pm today, i've got a called from my faculty.
she said that i have to register at UiTM
on 30th june, next tuesday... waaaa!!.. i was just exciting of joining this
SMS ( sekretariat minggu suaikenal) but... i betugas pn only two days..
i don't know i'm very sad when they told me and the same time
i really excited to go to UiTM...
i really confused of my feeling now... maybe ade hikmah behind all this things~.. huhu frankly, when i got message that told me i was chosen to be
SMS i never think twice... i want to go!..
from here i got many experience that i can't get from my lecture..
b4 i go to UPSI, i setting my mind that maybe i'm not capable to finish this MSK..
but when a few days i at here i forgot my mind set.. i really2 excited u know.. huhu but nevermind.. i have another commitment that i need to fulfill.. my studies at UiTM~..
goodbye UPSI (just 4 this one sem.. gonna miss u~).. and for UiTM please welcome me as ur new students~.. teach me what i don't know.. huhu i'm speechless right now.. i don't know how to tell my sekretariat about this news~.. include my parents don't know about this~.. maybe tonight i'll call them.. ok la i think just this for right now~.. any news i'll make new post kay~.. just wait.. haha (perasan artis je).. muahahaha
oopss forgot something.. for other sekretariat happy working yup~..
together we berbakti for our lovely UPSI..
daa~
salam~..

JAI HO ( U R MY DESTINY )~

Jai Ho!
Jai Ho

I got shivers
When you touch my face
I’ll make you hot, Get what you got,
I’ll make you wanna say
(Jai Ho, Jai Ho)

I got fever, running like a fire
For you I will go all the way
I wanna take you higher
(Jai Ho)

I keep it steady steady, that’s how I do it
This beat is heavy, so heavy you gonna feel it.

(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I breathe (Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe (Jai Ho)
You are my destiny
(Jai Oh) Oh-oh-oh

(Jai Ho)
No there is nothing that can stop us (Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us (Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me
Jai Ho!

Catch me, catch me, catch me, c’mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, you can save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go

Jai Ho!
Jai Ho!

Escape (escape) away (away),
I’ll take you to a place,
This fantasy of you and me
I’ll never lose my chance
(Jai Ho)

Mmmhh yeaahhhh .. hhmm yeaaaha

I can (I can) feel you (feel you),
Rushing through my veins
There’s a notion in my heart
[ Pussycat Dolls Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
I will never be the same
(Jai Ho)

Just keep it burnin’, yeah baby, just keep it comin’ (Jai Ho)
You’re gonna find out baby, I’m one in a million

(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I breathe (Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe (Jai Ho)
You are my destiny
Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-oooooh

(Jai Ho)
No there is nothing that can stop us (Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us (Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, c’mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, you can save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever
I will follow
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go

(Jai Ho)
Hmmm yaeaaaaahhh
(repeat 2x)

I need you, gonna make it
I’m ready, so take it

(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I breathe (I breathe)
You are the reason that I still believe (still believe)
You are my destiny (destiny)
Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-ooooh

(Jai Ho)
No there is nothing that can stop us (can stop us)
Nothing can ever come between us
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Jai Ho!
Bai-la bai-la!
Bai-la bai-la!
Jai Ho! Bai-la bai-la!
Jai Ho

Kem Motivasi, Kepimpinan dan Kecemerlangan SPM 2009

this was the most interesting camp that i ever go. trust me~.. hehe it was held on 1-7 june 2009.
sume yang terlbat ank2 jhor yg blaja kt upsi~.. simply said mahasiswa anak johor (m@jor) with mpp upsi.. enjoyed staying there even rai can't went along with me.. tawakal je la.. find new friends there... luckily i met k.liza... adalh jugak orang yg knal~.. haha students yng join sume sporting abes.. first day they look pasive but when the day go through trust me it looked like they even known each other for a long time.. lupe plak kem ni wat kat SMK Tun Habab, Kota Tinggi.. mmang pnat la.. ble blek tu kne g btu phat dlu anta adek then baru dpat blek umah~... along the journey when back home, i just slept.. haha then ble da smpai umah, smbung tdo blek smpai la esk.. pastu esknye bangn pukl 12 tgh hr.. tu pn sbb mak call.. if not.. what time i'll wake up.. just imagine.. hahha very tiring day..

~sleep~

based on Macmillan English Dictionary sleep is mean by a natural state in which you are unconscious for a time and your body rests, especially for several hours at night. the main caused i open this topic because am very sleepy right now. hehu~ i woke up early this morning because got briefing about the student exchanges program. act not damn early just around 8 am. but for me its still early. hehu~ am not the person that don't like wake up early especially in holidays mode. if not 11 am and down am still didnt wake up yet. haha very terrible habit~. never mind as long am happy..
hehu~ others, in sleep also have a several body postures that bring good or bad to our body. such as lie on right is good whereas sleep 'meniarap' is not good to us. hehu~ waa!!.. my eyes no longer can opened, its really damn much sleepy, hehu~ i thought that if am posting this blog it will be lessen.. waa!! sleepy, sleepy, sleepy~.. my eyes now looks like panda's eyes. not enough sleep this lately. hehu~ ok la see ya next post. really2 hard to open.. hehu~..


regards,
~yana~

~B407~

when the time passed by, we didn't noticed that almost one year we knew each others. after this we don't know where should we go to continue our campus life here. am sure all of us might be separate away. away until its hard to meet each other. compared to this two semester we went to class together, being late also together, had a group of assignment also together until i felt like not spread out to know others. just always 6 of us.

this is farah, my roommate when i was in first semester. kinda happy go lucky girl~..

this is kak lin, my roommate when i in second semester. she just older a year than me n that's why we called her kak lin. she such a very caring person. n of course all the problems in the house, she wants to know~.. hehe

this is june. she's my housemate. n stayed at room n0.3. (me room n0.1). sometimes she was too out-spoken girl. but doesn't matter as long she cares of our feeling~..

n this also my housemate. stayed at room no.2. we called her kak ina as older than me a year. at first she was very a sensitive girl but it lessen as we came in 2nd semester. but enjoyed friends with her~.

last but not least, this is umi. the closest one i think. :) might be we came from same country. easily share stories together n also secrets just among us. but she a little bit moody~. emm never mind as long we can understand her. its enough~.

just a year knew all of you, i'd learnt many things that taught me everything and anything either we like it o not. besides, u all was the first person i'd known when i first came into upsi. thank you ALLAH because u gave me the most inspired friends, most happiest friends, and can't find anybody else like them. after this we may go separates way. but please don't break off the friendship that we made together. I LOVE ALL OF YOU~..

regards,
~yana~

~mathematics are not open market courses~

b4 i post this blog i just did my revision for advanced calculus. lucky am because i just took only 2 math subject compared last sem 3 subject. but unfortunate nex sem am going to take 7 math subjects. going crazy that way. ngee~ don't know how to survive with all new friends, surroundings, and most important new places UITM, shah alam. bye UPSI (just 4 one sem) and welcome UITM.hehu~ am joint for student exchanges between UPSI n UITM but act not change because doesn't have students from UITM come to UPSI. uit back to real topics. mathematics?. i don't know why i love mathematics more than other subjects. in my SPM i've made a crazy results where i got only 2A1 and there were mathematis and additional mathematics. the other subject who people said easy to score i've got B and C. crazy of me~.. ~lol~ time in matriculation i'd put a hard effort to get much pointer i can make. Alhamdulillah god written my fate to score in matrics. after that, i apply for mathematics in education at UPSI, once again i'd got to further in there in Bachelor(science) mathematics with education. at UPSI the major subject only math no others and i didn't have minor but only focus and also need to study mathematics~. sometimes i feel math is quite hard subject but it is my choice. need to accept even in what matter.. the last class of advanced calculus, i'd skipped. because went back home~. so once again need to put a hard effort for this final exam.
~wish me luck ya~


regards,
~yana~

~ good luck ~

lumrah sebagai seorang pelajar, tak boleh nak lari dengan apa yang dikatakan peperiksaan. even not as student we still have exams right?. such driving's test but that not to sit down and answer on a paper. :p now nearly come my second semester final exams. everytime it comes we feel afraid. why?. because we not have enough study right?. huhu for me am strongly believes because it goes to me. hehe for my AT48 courses good luck 4 ur final exam do all ur best in that final. we can get dean list if we try harder. insyaallah. now like am have no spirit to study. it fly far2 away from me. :p come back la. i want continue my study. hehe am very hungry now! food here i come. hehe ok see ya in next post. need to fill up my stomach so i can concentrate on my study.. hehe ayats poyo saja.. :DD

regards,
~yana~

sorry am not perfect~

am sooo sorry 4 da girl. honestly am very angry with her n this post being the place am luahkn.. yaa i know all the born people are not perfect n so am i. n all have da strongest n da weakers, but as a normal person being am try to be perfect in all my way but i cant. i don know why she is hardly toexpect how she is. sumtimes she just let me in question?.. isnt she angry of me or good to me.. frankly speaking i hate to guess people feeling. ya allah. kau perkuatkan la hati hamba mu ini untuk ku terus menghadapi dugaan dan cubaan mu ini. sesungguhnya ak hamba yang lemah di hadapan mu. Amin. 4 everybody am very sorry 4 my self being. very sorry.. i mish parents damn much :(

regards,
~yana~

hye there!~

~name given liyana nazurah bte jaffar
~age 19 n turn to 20 on 2nd august this year!.
~still study at museum of education (guess what)..
~luv to post blog when boring or have an idea in sudden or the time when i'm sad damn much!..
~b4 this i'm just post in fs' blog but now i have my own blog.. :))
~ok see ya in nex post ya!..

regards,
~yana~